Another Me
This isn’t suicide note those thoughts have left mind officially after knowing someone who has actually gave me the damn time of day to speak to me each morning to afternoon and nightfall,I consider myself a screw up in 09 and basically the years before that but things changed in 2010,now even though i HAD my first heart break I deserved it cause it shows I wasn’t ready and basically in 2011 I was nothing but a ghost and it took nearly ONE year to finally get my crush to ACTUALLY notice me and she did but we only dated for like one day and those feelings I had for her vanished after having my heart tossed around like a fucking bouncing ball and then come to a little bit later someone who I opened up too and “Note” I’ve spilled every deep scars and skeleton from closet to where this person could ruin but is my best friend ever and well sadly is taken but you know what I know my chance wasn’t going happen,I seen it coming actually in early 2012 so I got The fuck over it slowly and note I told her I liked her but blinded by true love my words remained on unheard so now we can go up to few weeks later after she dated this guy,I met someone interesting and her name is Alexis Shelton and how we met I’ll never forget this day we talked shit towards each other and I knew from the start we was going be great fucking friends and then well,it turns out she end up liking me and which is surprise to me cause I couldn’t believe cause I thought like everyone from my past she was just saying to make me happy but turns out to be true someone ACTUALLY REALLY likes me….and I Really like her also and close to love but my MAJOR ONE problem she is with my brother and he is my ride n die and has seen me at my best and of course my worst I Mean hell we almost died together and we went to jail together but just my luck she is with him and honestly I won’t get a chance to be with the girl who has become my reality,because of that matter and which I know so I’m ok with it honestly it REALLY sucks like I don’t i’ll met anyone like her so I just want you to know Alexis and Nina and who else maybe reading this I Really Truly wish them the best of luck cause even though I can’t be happy I know dillon deserves her and I’m just going say this right now you BETTER TAKE DAMN WELL CARE OF HER BECAUSE IF YOU FUCK THIS UP IT’S GOING BLOW RIGHT IN MY FACE CAUSE I GAVE AWAY MY REALITY.